Easy Breezy

In a blink of an eye, it's already July. Five more months to 2012. Yes, I survived sixteen months in this company. *claps for self * the irony is, nothing has changed. I am still the same me fifteen months ago. Not sure if that's a good or a bad sign. Then again, hey, I m reaching quarter life, end closings.. and I feel like Im seriously AGED and for the past 25 years, I have yet to accomplish any vava-vom achievement. Sad-nya *sob*

And every now and then, people pop questions that I do not even know the right answers. All I can say is that, I need something that's worth fighting for and I have yet to find that something. They say good things come to those who wait. Therefore I m WAITING ~ silently over here. But how long should I wait ? No one knows.. But I hope I'll have a clear answer in mind once I tender my resignation on 1st of July ;) Ohgawd! kan-cheong-nya *smack head*

I haven't been writing a lot because working has somehow ripped LIFE out of me. My life is being in office on weekdays, eating, sleeping late, and getting up early for work. And on weekends, all I wanna do is stay home, couch potato-ing wif my monsta(s) watching back-dated movie, yea, i know im so outdated. oh well, and it is not easy when what you earn all goes to sustaining yourself out here. whatnots, paying my debt with all my hard-earned salary.. fml !

And the only thing that can make me happy is FOOD. I eat to feel good. And I feel good eating.
Though all that feel good shizz ends right when you realized your input is more than output. I really need to work out. Its sad to look at the mirror to see how fat am i, fml!

Btw Goodnight. Its just another random blog. xoxo

Double Trouble

Here I am running errands for my mum as what a good daughter should.. yes, dad and mum were at China for few weeks long. T4 I m left at home with my idiotic bro ;( Not good ! Being the eldest in the family, I have to :-

(a) Wash clothes - luckily washing machine is invented..boohoo !
(b) Fold/Iron clothes.. Fml ! I need a robot to do this and that for me ;(
(c) Wash the car - total 4 cars @ home + boyfie = so 5 cars in total
(But I just washed 3 tis week) *wink*
(d) Boil medicine for myself (3 days once)
Improved after failing twice ;)
(e) Bath the 2 monsta, feed them with food and water everyday, change their urine pad.. which I spend most of my time cleaning up their pee and poop after work.. KNS !
(f) Change bed-sheet
(g) Most importantly :- Be a good daughter - I am,
by taking good care of my idiotic bro ;) RIGHT ? my cute lil bro ;)

From the above, you know how BUSY i am ;)

But still it won't stop me from bombarding my blog with my pictures ;)
*Evil grins*
(This are all taken from the Bangkok Trip)

FYI we were penniless in Bangkok because we spent too much on the 1st day itself, ugh, not good! I know as Im really sucks in money management, same goes to SK, so both of us failed really bad managing our money *sweat*

t4 we spend 3rd night @ hotel doing idiotic thingy and snap hell lotsa picture..
So here it is ;)

First : Thailand femes exotic massage from Nette, n its FOC ;)
Yes, FOC but only to my precious bf and bff ;)
(Aint im sucha good gf ?)
No wonder my boyfie lub me so muchie ;)


Yes, tis is my bff - Wen a.k.a Mosquitoe ;)


Three-some ;)



38 moment !!!


Ju-On version


This pictures all are highly protected and its gonna publish in my blog only ! Because I knew I'll lost few number of readers (as if I have any) as in all this photos are definitely gonna tarnish the angelic reputation of me. tee-hee!


Thats all, good night ;)

Scattered dreams

Sometimes I wish I am still a little girl who could live like a fairytale.. or a little girl who have billions of dreams which now my mum categorized it under 'Fat-dreams'. Everyday urging me to wake up from the so-called fat-fat dreams ;( A far-reached fat dreams .. wtf and fml!

Since small, I always wants to have my own boutique.. thus I worked very hard since young, real hard, never ever want to miss any chance to earn a single penny into my pocket. Everyone might thought I m money-minded or spendthrift + high maintenance (LOL! yes, first time hearing it myself too). FML!

And I m super happie to see my saving reaching 5 figure in the age of 18. Bare in mind, I'm not from a wealthy family. My pocket-money during coll is never more than RM250 per month and while everyone having fun outside on weekends, I m couch-potato-ing at home, snuggled under my blanket watching dvd, pirated some more.. sounds cheapo aite, yes, thats me ! You wouldn't know how much penny I save just to have my very-own boutique in the future. Its a real torturing process ! Deep down I know that if I ever want to do something that I love, I need to finance it myself because fashion is something that I've always, always wanted to do.

I really hope that I could build and merchandise my very own fashion line + boutique. But my mum doesn't seems to be supportive as she who always wanted me to follow the conventional path, working in the top management, climbing corporate stairs. She find it's a waste to own a boutique after studying 4 years in Public Relations. She belief I could go further. But boutique is something I m whole-heartedly passionate about ;( I'll never give up, I belief one day I'll change her mind.

Counting the days

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Shopping in Bangkok

Sawadeekap ;)

I m back from Bangkok, my fav country of all - Shopping paradise !!! my first priority of all ;) No where else like Bangkok which can satisfy my shopping lust.. Its the only place whereby I don't mind visiting once in every year ;) or twice or thrice if I could afford for the air ticket, hotels and etc ;p

This time I went BKK with 2 of mua darlings - SK and Wen.


We stayed at Budacco Hotel (introduced by Kim) instead of Baiyoke Boutique, it's located @ Pratunam, whereby it is just 5 mins walk away from Platinum Mall. *much love*


It's a very new boutique hotel with multi-colour selection of rooms from purple, pink, yellow, apple green and sky blue but unfortunately we got yellow instead of pink ;(



First day - we went to Chatuchak (the femes wholesale weekend market). We shop til we hafto buy a big 'red white blue PVC bag' fml

Kindly ignore my super-stim face after diarrhea so many times at Chatuchak and not forgotten the killer weather ;(


but luckily we have a private 'kuli' to carried all our goodies ;) excited max !!!


Second day - Platinum Mall + MBK. Me personally not really fancy MBK but I like to shop around the tunnel. Couldn't find the tunnel on the first day, disappointed max. But luckily we managed to find the tunnel on the 2nd day ;) FYI the tunnel is connected from MBK to Tokyu, 2nd floor, right opposite Watson. If you still couldn't find the place, you can asked around for Bonanza Mall ;)



Last day we walked along the Pratunam street, Four-faced buddha @ Erawan Shine, Platinum Mall, Siam Centre and etc. Just wandering around, sight-seeing and taking photo as we're totally broke with zero cents til we spend the whole day walking instead of taking tut-tut.. FML!


- More in next post,
gonna end this post with ONE more picture -


Khụ̄n thī̀dī

Disappointed (V1)

Very de fan.. fan.. fan.....

I am so disappointed at all my aunties and uncle ;(
My grandma just passed away, not even 100 days and yet they are making hoo-haa on the left-over money by my grandma..

IS MONEY THAT IMPORTANT ?

Hardrock cafe, Concorde KL

Attended Diana's sexay burfday partey @ Hardrock, Concorde KL on 25th May 2011 which falls on Wednesday.. FML! I told her I m not going because I worried I'll hangover on Thursday t4 the brilliant director of mine (Mrs.Diana) had planned to cheat our bosses that she will be bringing me along to attend a meeting for our upcoming BRUNEI exhibition. T4 we can partey til late nights and enter office late on Thursday ;) and I finally promised her after 4 days of brainwashing and convincing -_-lll

And I bought her my favourite black forest cake which I couldn't even have the chance to taste it as the cake cutting ceremony will only be held at 1.30a.m and club hopping at 2a.m. FML! I gave up my favourite cake for my beauty sleep as I have an early meeting at Shah Alam on the same day. Which I woke up before the sunrise, so proud of myself *self-pat* ;pYou really can't imagined how tired I am. Everything just crashed on the same day.. FML! and I thought I wouldn't be enjoying after all the stressful and pressure day in office. But I m wrong, so wrong! cause when the music is on, i TRANSFORM ;p Feeling hype-y, poppin' around and singing my lungs out ;) I feel YOUNG and sexay again ;p watafak!

Btw let the picture do all the talking .. as usual !

The yummy finger-food that makes me happy all night long ;)

Picture with boo while he keep ambushing my food ;(

Crazey picture of them ;)


Picture with bestie ;)



Oraite, thats all for today..
I'll continue some othey kay ;)

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RIP Grandma ❤

So much have happened in the past few days that i dont even know where to begin. All I can said its all started from a three day funeral process & all the sadness hasn’t exactly worn off. Its not that feeling of losing someone you love that hurts the most, it’s the aftermath that follows; and what made things worse was probably that feeling of losing & gaining apart of yourself from it along the way. The skies haven’t exactly been all clear, blue & beautiful for the past few days; and I couldn't sleep at night as I kept thinking of my grandma, the one who’s lived with me for more than 3/4 of my life is no longer around.

I just feel that at times the world doesn’t need to know so much about how I truly feel or hurt on the inside when it comes to matters of the heart involving my family. As I stepped into the hospital last Friday, looking at my aunt(s), uncle(s), doctor and nurse; they were all gathered right in front of the Acute Care Unit. I could smell from a far that all the weird things that's been going on in my life has to mean something, somehow in someways.

Afterall I just couldn't forget the sound of the flat heartbeat from the machine. I just wanted to wake her up just like how I did when I was small. "Wake up grandma, open your eyes". Please grandma, tell me this is not nightmare, not our goodbye. Then there it was, your final breath that I didn’t want to believe it. I glanced upon a sheet covering over her face; while doctor announced her departure at 4.30p.m on 13th May 2011.

They say that things all happen for a reason, and I think she’s finally freed from all her sufferings; battled life for a couple of years. She’s lived a good 77 years, and in so many ways I wish that I could have spent a little more time loving her instead of bombarded her with all my problems and misbehaving princess attitude. I guess this is a lesson that I must learn to appreciate someone or something before it's too late.

Thus, its not exactly easy to host funeral to the dearest in your life, to attend and go-thru is a million times harder and please don’t blame me for being a little reserved or weird out temporarily, I’m really trying to cope with everything at the moment. I think that moment of watching someone you love die, being hours away before the final breathe is by far the toughest. Its a cocktail of emotions, and I did my best holding my tears, i guess. Cause I realized you were at peace and not suffering anymore cos she had been fragile, weak & helpless for the past few months.

Anyway, rest in peace grandma(ah ma), I love you. It's not only a simple grandma-grandchildren relations, you meant alot more than that. Someone who I can shared everything and anything. Nobody can even replaced you in my heart. I’ve always loved you and I'll never stop loving you. I will never forget how you filled up my childhood with laughter, sweet memories!

You were always there for me. Through the tough times you were the one to lift me back up. We had our weekly window shopping and had lunch every single day after my college - it's either mixed rice or Kepong KTZ. Not forgotten our favourite ah ne's ABC and Goreng Pisang for tea-time. I will never forget how delicious is your home-made curry-puff, bao, meatball, popiah, dumpling and much much more. You were the kindest most generous grandma I will ever meet, who never scold or hit any of us before, no matter how wrong we are, you are always there for us. Of course this is apart of life and we all knew this day would come someday, it doesn’t make it any easier. But knowing that you don’t have to worry anymore and you are no longer in pain makes it a little easier. Thank you Grandma for all you did for me. If it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t be who I am today. For that I am forever grateful.

P/s: I MISS YOU

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