Will you still love me tomorrow ?

No turning back !
In fact, i doesn't like my choice
But i need to be responsible on what I've chosen and done

No more living in my princess life
No more pampering
No more surprise
Everything's gone
But i hope everything will be back to normal soon, real soon

And I know u doesn't wanna keep in touch with me nemore
and i know its time for me to be back on my own feet
I know I'm still disturbing u all day long
I've tried to control myself from
dialing your number when eva I'm bored, sad, happy, hungry or PMS
But i can't, cause i used to have you beside me all day long
So i guess
All i have to do is to delete your number
and delete you completely from my life

I know i hurt u deeply
cos our goodbye was so rushed
and it was a lil overwhelming
But
I just want to let you know :
Back then every single lil thing that u do
make me smile

Thank you for treating me like a princess for the past 3 years!
and thank you for tolerating my princess attitude
altho i know I've been annoying and irritating for
'most of the times'
SORRY !

Thus i just wanted to said that I'll love you truly deeply madly
for the past 3 years

Thank You and Take care !

Net is harebrained

Yep, Net is back from Bangkok ..
4 days 3 nights end fast and furiously *sien*

Its an ultra tired and fruitful trip..
But why am i always end up buying so little things back *sob*
Net's luggage on the last day is only 15.9 KG
*sob*

Well, no pictures from Bangkok yet but imma goin
to share about some of my best buy back in bangkok

Accessories

1st best buy
(Yep, Net loving this so muchie)

2nd best buy
3rd best buy
4th best buy
Craving it like hell *muakz*

Summon in Malaysia

DBKL, JPJ, Police ain’t environmental friendly at all

Why said so?

Because they issues zillions of summons in just a day

And do you know how many trees were cut down

to produce a single god damn summon ?

NO?! Neither do I. so kindly Google it !

Yep, Net is so EMO because

I just get another summon from DBKL to my collection...

(Twice in 4 days time)

Yep, I hate them very much as they have nothing better to do...

Ain’t they are good in doing nothing

They think they are ultra efficient these days by coming thrice in a row

*Puik*

Well, they are just too FREE only

FUCK YOU! Yes, I said FUCK YOU

Keep summon-ing without expanding and upgrading the parking slot

Then for what we need to pay the god damn summon

!@#$%^&*

Discountable / negotiable? No worries! No questions

RM100 become RM30 in a flash;

all you need to do is to show your ugly face

Hence, DBKL kindly thanks me for upgrading your blardy uniform

As I’m one of the contributors too

Btw Net doesn’t love to received your pink love letter

Kindly remove it from my windscreen from now onwards

And stay away from my cute yellow ATOS

Thank you !!!

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Off to bangkok

Net is down with fever, cough (uhu uhuu) and flu (ha~chiu)

Yep, thanks to SHA

but however and morever, Net is flying off to Bangkok tml *yiippie*
Chatuchak, Siam, Tomyam.. HERE I COME !!!

I try to make my make this post long but i haven't pack my luggage yet
so i guess i'll just post few of my pics with Ting
thus u can view it, in case you miss me
altho i know you won't -_-lll
but still i wanna bombarded my blog with my photos



Wokay! thats all..
Adios!!!!!

Pointless

My life is completely mess at the moment
I feel so miserable
and
I hate myself so much

I feel so LOST
Everything just felt so incestuous, so drawn out, so miserable, so deja vu

Why everything is so complicated to me ?

...

terrible mess I've made in my life
You're RIGHT and I'm WRONG

can u please
tell me everything will be OKAY

Speechless

I love someone who doesn't love me at all.
It hurts so much
Ouch~

Updates:

I’m still not sure whether :

His the one... I’m deeply in love
His the one… I’m faking my smile
His the one… I’m hiding my tears

Indescribable feeling!!

I think I really need to ask myself if I’m actually "deeply in love," or if I’m just really like the person. If I’m really care about this person, and he is happy with someone else, then I need to let them be, and in time things will work themselves out.

Yeah, it sucks to want someone you can't have, but it happens to me all the time and sometimes the story doesn't end how I want it to, in regards to that one person.

In short, I choose to let go!!!! Letting go someone who doesn’t belongs to me, a person who I’m deeply in love…

But I still find it extremely difficult to let go. Yet I know there is nothing I can do to change the way things are. Letting go is one of the hardest emotions to deal with but eventually time will heal the loss that you feel. I hope ! I really do hope so!

I'm Yours

Net is soooo freaking tired and exhausted.

There, I said it. I’m tired and exhausted.

The last two days have been about the busiest two days I’ve not been through in a VERY long time and the lack of sleep tonight. Net is no longer the one who stayed at home surfing net, msn-ing, level-ing, downloading PORN *evil grins*

and

I really, really, really need to rest because i'm too old for such an activity

***

Let the picture do the talking, shall we ?

This is the picture of us kena con to PUB,
we were suppose to yum cha at ..... *no idea*

but totally not a pub or club cos imma don't like such noisy environment *tats totally not a joke*

ew, first time in my life smiling ?!! *close eyes*

- The End -

Next update will be pictures of Kim Soon, Scarlet night out, and Net working place