I'm a cranky, exhausted and co-sleeper!
Aug 25, 2008
Aug 10, 2008
Immature Piggy
I’ve entered the work-world, and spend each day waiting the day to come to an end. Been working like a buffalo for the past few weeks and so far I still couldn’t find any of my new colleagues that I can go crazy with. Maybe because most of them are not around the same age as I am, therefore I don’t feel quite at home *snort*
Apparently, the last few weeks have been one big attempt for me to escape from what I fear (9-5 job, acting hardworking, politics, etc). Therefore, I have chosen many paths, paths that have not been right for me. I have left a lot of jobs on bad terms (I "copped out" a lot). Like I have been running away from adulthood, I have ran from job to job, as I mentioned, leaving on bad terms. I know my coworkers and boss (yes, I am talking at the job for which I am currently employed) have know idea what to think of me. I am sure they wonder why I avoid being at work (we are allowed to make our own hours, something I don't have the discipline to do). I am sure they think I am odd.
My new job just encompasses all the things that I feel for, be it in a good way or bad. Best of all, I get to be a PR executive in my first job! But it’s just a name only. However, it is still a good platform that allows me to learn about servicing industries.
It always seems to be just a matter of time before I "Jump the Couch" (like Tom Cruise) at every job. Things always begin well. Oddly enough, I interview well. Then....something happens, a communication breakdown between another employee and me, a work load that is not into my interest and with my sub-par coping skills, or anything that seems out of my control. As always, when the "shit goes down" I bolt. I guess I shall just pick something that I’m enjoy doing it so I won’t find that myself dreading to work anymore.
Okok, i'm rambling too much about my job.
There are a few health issues at home - mainly my grandma. Sigh. Hopefully everything turns out well and everyone stays healthy , happy and WEALTHY *evil grins*
I heart Blogspot
Let the photo(s) do the talking , STAY TUNE
Check out the sampat-ness and stupidity that hits us *lmao*
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Seeing that working life is so hectic with all the peer pressure, frantic and etc, therefore I think its time to pamper myself thru shopping. I haven't been pampering myself very much here lately. Although I did yesterday I bought a new mini skirts, a high waist skirt, bag and a new top and 1 new pair of earrings. *winkz* That's how I usually pamper myself, by going on a shopping spree. *Yippie*
Check out the items that I bought in Treadzoo bazaar yesterday.
OooOOoo~~ can't wait for the next bazaar..
Taa !!
p/s : Want to view more picture ?!
Too bad i'm too lazy to upload *kekeke*
Aug 4, 2008
Out-of-battery

Current mood: exhausted and helpless
Today I am going to blog about a superb unfriendly, terrible and helpless Malaysian story that happened on me.
Yesterday after work, as usual, I’ll walk to JW Marriot hotel to look for my mum. Essentially she will park the car over there waiting for me. Thus, I will give a call to my mum after my de-brief session, but who knows my iphone automatically switching off due to low battery. HOWEVER I still managed to read one single very last sms from my mum informing me that she has reached JW Marriot hotel. So what am I waiting for ?! of cause fast fast get my ass down larh. Normally I will spot my car from far but yesterday I can’t see my YELLOW ATOS at all. As all of u may know, how striking is my cute little ATOS. And yet I can’t reach my mum so I quickly looked for a telephone booth. I asked around at the JW Marriot and Starhill’s front desk attendance/guard/manager/passerby for the nearby telephone booth but they just point here and there without giving me clear information, I’m walking around like a MORON in the street due to all the misleading information. -_-lll *sweat betul*
Luckily there is a guard who notify me that I can make a call at the 7 eleven, which is just next to the Starhill. So I speedily rushed into the 7 eleven just like a SPEEDY GONZALE to make a call, who knows the worker over there TAK PAHAM ENGLISH -_-lll and insist me not to stand near the counter as I will block the customer, so I try to stand a little nearer to the counter seeing that there’s a telephone at the corner and yet they ‘shoo’ me out too.
So the only thing that I can do is to borrow passersby’s handphone. I’m helplessly look around for a helpful person but just they walk past me without lend a hand, shaking head, showing sign language, avoiding me, staring me like a mad woman and bla bla bla sooner than I finished my word. At this point, not only I feel frustrated, I feel helpless. And, of course, the overtones of helpless fear carried over into the day. Finally, there’s a lady who willing to lend me her hand phone but disallowed me from touching it -_-lll Never mind, as long as I am able to make a single call after wandering around for 30 minutes *sobz* I looked up at her, desperate, helpless, and showing the fear in my eyes (Lol! Sounds so ‘kua cheong’ hor ?!!? but this is the only expression that showed on my face for the whole pitiful evening . Finally, she allowed me to hold the phone and talk to my mum personally. The details varied but the feeling was always the same: terror and helplessness.
No wonder, Malaysia have been listed as the completely unfriendly, terrible and helpless country as most of the Malaysians were so unfriendly, helpless, rude and uneducated.
Jul 23, 2008
My life has become nothing but mundane

Ahem! I know my blog becomes more unexciting and uninteresting, as I have turned to an ultra-boring person. Where has my sense of humour gone to??!! or shud i said that i'm nt humorous at all *Slapping myself* Ever since working in the new workplace, I realized that I like to use "It's a long story" as a reply to avoid talking too much, or perhaps to avoid revealing personal things about me. I have become as quiet and reserved from 9.00 am till 5.30 pm on Mon-Fri and from 9 am till 1 pm on Sat.
I seriously want to quit my boring, soul-destroying job. Boring work = shorter life span, does it mean that I'm going to die soon ?! Real soon ?!
*sigh* I think it was time to stop thinking about making a change and actually go about doing it. I knew I wanted to leave behind the corporate world and pursue something else, but I had no idea of what I really want.
I've once read an article ,if you find yourself dreading to work, it's time for you to quit. So once again I find myself paralyzed into inaction as a result of fear and indecision. I fear the proverbial devil I don't know more than the one I do. Although I don't know what I want to do with my life, I do know that if I continue my present path I'll end up like all the other office drones: a soulless, mindless automaton. I don't want that to happen to me.
But.. Am I being selfish? Am I being too picky? Am I being stubborn ?
It became clear that my work must have a purpose. It felt absurd, perhaps even sinful, to waste my time in pointless toil. But I don't want to sadden my family. I don't want to give up easily and dishearten my grandma n etc. I afraid that ONE DAY I'll regret to let go such a superior job.
Coffee addict
Oh well...
I am so not into a mood to blog and I have nothing much to say. I’ve lost my interest in working. I’ve lost my mind. I lost my words. Maybe I'm tired... maybe my life has become NIL. Everyday I’ll just stared at the clock, waiting for the time to past so that I can go home and crawl into my bed, wrapping myself like a sushi roll with the blanket full of my saliva.
*snort* I missed the ol’ days
Where I can jump back to my comfy bed when ever I don’t feel like going to school *evil grins*
Each and every morning, I hope that there’s an excuse for me to skip work.
Oh! I guess its time to sleep. Goodnight, sleep tight, don’t let the bed bugs bite.
Jul 15, 2008
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