Mar 30, 2009


My life is completely mess at the moment
I feel so miserable
I hate myself so much

I feel so LOST
Everything just felt so incestuous, so drawn out, so miserable, so deja vu

Why everything is so complicated to me ?


terrible mess I've made in my life
You're RIGHT and I'm WRONG

can u please
tell me everything will be OKAY

Mar 25, 2009


I love someone who doesn't love me at all.
It hurts so much


I’m still not sure whether :

His the one... I’m deeply in love
His the one… I’m faking my smile
His the one… I’m hiding my tears

Indescribable feeling!!

I think I really need to ask myself if I’m actually "deeply in love," or if I’m just really like the person. If I’m really care about this person, and he is happy with someone else, then I need to let them be, and in time things will work themselves out.

Yeah, it sucks to want someone you can't have, but it happens to me all the time and sometimes the story doesn't end how I want it to, in regards to that one person.

In short, I choose to let go!!!! Letting go someone who doesn’t belongs to me, a person who I’m deeply in love…

But I still find it extremely difficult to let go. Yet I know there is nothing I can do to change the way things are. Letting go is one of the hardest emotions to deal with but eventually time will heal the loss that you feel. I hope ! I really do hope so!

Mar 22, 2009

I'm Yours

Net is soooo freaking tired and exhausted.

There, I said it. I’m tired and exhausted.

The last two days have been about the busiest two days I’ve not been through in a VERY long time and the lack of sleep tonight. Net is no longer the one who stayed at home surfing net, msn-ing, level-ing, downloading PORN *evil grins*


I really, really, really need to rest because i'm too old for such an activity


Let the picture do the talking, shall we ?

This is the picture of us kena con to PUB,
we were suppose to yum cha at ..... *no idea*

but totally not a pub or club cos imma don't like such noisy environment *tats totally not a joke*

ew, first time in my life smiling ?!! *close eyes*

- The End -

Next update will be pictures of Kim Soon, Scarlet night out, and Net working place

Mar 18, 2009

Mafia's Dai Lou Bday !

At last, here are the pictures of Kian's BBQ Partey at PD
This 20 peoples know each other thru's forum
and formed a group called MAFIA
(Yep, a superbly dangerous grp who drive their cars around looking for victim)
Kindly call 999 if u saw any of them except moi
cos i'm jus a passerby who stop by just to take pics and ciao

(Group pic)

and then they start to take those spooky pictures -_-lll
Each time, 2 persons will start missing in action
If this really happens, LINDA will be the first one.. HOHO!!

Seee!! Thats the MAFIA Dai Lou's car
Oh shit~ i forgot to jot down the car plate number *stupiak me*


Okay, yesterday i post a topic in innit about
"What if your boss added you in FACEBOOK"
You will ignore, accept or just reject it ?!

And today Bernard (moi director) asked me whether i have Facebook o not
I was so 'kan cheong' and starts producing those superbly weird noise
uhmm, errr, uhhh and ehh~~
(Yep, superbly annoying noise polution whereby i feel like slapping myself too)
Bernard : Why ?! You worried that i'll view all your nasty photos and comment 99 on it izit ?
Lynette : True!! and thanks for reminding me that i need to start deleting
thousand and thousand PHOTOS
of mine if you really adding me *Hallelu~yah*

What says u ?
Mind sharing your oppinion with this cute lil pie(Me) ?!


OUCH~ i hurt my thumb
Yep, imma very Princess one lorh
When eva Princess starts doin this kind of thingy
Princess will goes Ouch here and there *sweat*
See, now i hurt my finger
and here is new invention

Yep, its all because of
(Hahaha~ so scandalous -_-lll)

The End

Mar 17, 2009

Short story to share :

A little bird was flying from south to north, east to west during Winter season. It was so cold till the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. (and Hallelujah, the bird is still alive)

While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.
As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was.

The dung was actually thawing him out!
He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.

A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him. (A misleading motion graphic of chocolate fondue) *evil grins*

Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
(3) And when you’re in deep shit, it’s best to keep your mouth shut!

Source from

Mar 15, 2009

The inner voice

Seems like my blog is downright uncertain terms of BORINGNESS
My inner voice tells me that I am not self-indulgent enough on this blog,
and that I should post more about myself.
This is immensely problematic, for my life is filled with boringness,
and any more of me would surely mean less of you.
Still, inner voices cannot be fought for long, for they are inner,
so I’ve decided that from today onwards I’ll post a lil bit more about me
(Yep, from A-Z)
Although sometimes I try to keep my life in private mode
But due to the sudden increased traffics in my blog
I decided to reveal a little bit more about moo’s~~ daily lifestyle
esp my daily purchase...(Wokay ?)
This weekend was the most boring in recent memory.
I didn’t go anywhere or do anything although there are 2 bazaars going on this week,
and it seemed as though I spent each hours just waiting for bedtime.
It was unusual for me to just do nothing, NOTHING AT ALL
but it was unusually warm and rainy in this month
and I don’t feel like venturing out in the mud or any shopping complex
cause I’m saving up my money for my Bangkok trip...boohoo
Yippie~ tml imma goin Mist Club to meet up the 13 gorgeous Malaysian DreamGirls.
special thanks to NUFFNANG for the free tickets
U must be wondering why 13, its goin to be 12 lahh~
Well, EASY ! Bcos I include myself in it…
Bua ha ha ha~ I know I’m a perasan sicko
And here is the pictures of my cute lil four feet six cousin sis and me =p

and let's end the post with a camwhore pic of Net the pig

- The end -

Psttt! More pictures coming soon if my mood is GOOD -_-lll

Mar 12, 2009


If A is success in life then A equals to x+y+z,
work is x; y is play and z is keeping your mouth shut
but i can't shut my fucking mouth
(Yep, emo-ness strikes again)
I cant keep quiet when people bully me
I cant keep quiet when i hate you
I cant just keep quiet when ppl start abusing my job scope
I cant keep quiet when you think i'm lulu~~~

CURSE U !!!!!!!

- End of story -

Today wc pm me in MSN asking me bout the preparation for my BKK trip
then she starts telling me "REFLECTIONS Hotel"
Yep, she read it form Ky's blog
(which i refuse to due to my own stupidness and laziness)
I feeling like banging my head on the wall cause i ady booked another hotel
but i really like the interior in Reflections Hotel
They have different themes for different rooms

(a) Natty Polly

(b) Moody and the Geng
and lotsa more
But Net is too lazy to upload
So if u really wanna see MORE pics
Kindly view PinkPau's and Kyspeaks's blog
i'm not goin to upload anymore cos imma not goin to stay there *sob*

- End of story -

I feel so lost today cos i used da wrong perfume *screw me*
(Yep, i ter-used the one of my birthday gifts)
Those who know me well, they know i hearts Anna Sui's fragrance ONLY
because i belief that
perfumes touch our deepest emotions and reflect our true spirit of the day
What we wear, how we wear it, and where we wear it says everything about us.
A perfume should be as individual as the person who wears it and now

and my next hunting is

Night of Fancy

while my current favourite is
Flight of Fancy

- The end -

Mar 8, 2009

Net at Empty House

Yesterday yinnie, jay, wen and me went to Full House
A last minute plan because I kena Ffk-ed by Mr.Teh *curse him*
Sry, Mr.Teh.. Wen said no more next time
Imma not goin out with u nemore >.<

FYI I've not been taking pics for the past 2 weeks due to my fugly hairstyle Luckily my hair is much betta in this couple of days So I just went for a night out with them and look who i saw and i took picture with

(a) Mr.Goofy
(b) Minnie
and wen plan to steal the strawberry
(Yep, im her crime partner)
and do we looks like we're at some art gallery at France ?
do we looks awkward ? I bet so
How to take it normal bcos there are thousands pairs of eyes looking at us
as if we just ran out from Tg.Rambutan
and we're too tired to take picture

and we're too hungry
so we just order a giant hamburger and hotdog

38 Wen with her toilet thingy
and we have a new friend -> Mr Pigeon
Yep, we're still tak habis habis camwhore in the toilet teehee hee